Who's there, where I'm in need of someone to talk to?

Who is there for me, when I really in need of someone to talk to?
Dad, you scared the hell out of me, seriously. :(
Lord, I pray to you. Please do not let this kind of stuff happen ever again. Please!
For the second time, the feeling of losing someone so important in your life was tremendous.
First time was when I heard about your condition from Mum. I was totally lost, totally! I didn't really know what to do. I just knew that I had to spend more quality time with the family. I knew it. But, I didn't really do it well. I hate myself for that. I procrastinate against my own words.
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I texted you & you know about my situation at home. I really did need someone to talk to just now. But, where were you ? Where were you when I need you most? You replied me that your friend is sick & you need to takecare of him, Sorry? Not even a mere word of concern came from you. Not even one. I was drastically lost & down at that point of time. Way too disappointed. I thought you would care. Yet, you gave me such a reply. Maybe, just maybe you thought that I'm kidding & just finding a way for you to talk to me.
No, I'm sorry I wasn't.

Now, here's a re-post from my blog. Extracted from my previous post from last year.
Read it through, it's for everyone.

Now, How many of you people had taken your parents for granted ?

& I'm sure that most of you people did.
Guilt-stricken, I admit, maybe I did take them for granted for the past 17 years & I'm feeling bad about it.

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Who says that parents have the responsibility to take care of anything & every single thing down to earth for you ?

Hasn't your parents gave you their best every time ?

They gave us life & bring us to this world & let us see how wonderful life can be.

Be contented & glad tt they bring us to this world.

If they didn't, would you ever see the pretty scenes & wonderful things tt happen to everyone of us..

& yes, we do always see kids shouting at their parents & breakdown parents who cried for their naughty, ill-breds kids.

But, why is it happening ?

THINK throughly,

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How many of you actually do give ur Mum a kiss before going out with friends ?

Do anyone of you said " I Love You " to your wonderful parents ?

Do you ever greet your Mum & Dad whenever you wake up & see them ?

Had you ever told your Mum & Dad to come home early when he's out to work ?

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Parents had the hardest task placed upon them. It's the bringing up of their kids.

They had tried to give you the best they could.. But, do you appreciate what they have done for you ?

Making sure tt we grow up in a decent world

& preparing us for the future was part of their task.

Making sure tt we would never turn bad & mix with the wrong company.

That's why they always call us up to see where are we, what time are we going back. Ask about this & that. Simply because, they Care & they are Worried about us all the time!

I wouldn't Smoke cause I remembered having promised my Dad that I would not go astray.

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Making sure tt we go to school was for our own future & not for their own good.
Some people just hate & dislike going to school. They think that it's just a waste of time.

We as a student, study for our own sake/future, not just to make parents happy.

We can now study in a good environment with parents providing for us, Our pocket money & so.

But, in the past. Our parents had to study while work, to earn some money for the family.

People used to have big families & could hardly support everyone of their children to go to school. Thus, some may have to work extra hard in both studies & work.

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Is it that tough, just to fulfill this little dream of your parents ?

Their dream of you becoming a successful person ? Who excels in both life & work :)

Providing a good life for both your family & your future family :D

So, please do study for yourself & for your love ones !

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Now it's time for you, yourself to think about this

& change your attitude towards your Parents & Studies for the sake of your own future.

Lord, please bless this wonderful family of mine & not just mine, but everyone else's too. I will be a blessings to others before being blessed. I'm willingly to serve you with all my heart, for your unconditional love. I'll try my best to control my temper from now on. Please Lord, let your healing power come upon my family & let him be healed. In Jesus name I prayed, Amen.